My Best 9. Looking at this amalgamation of photo’s I realized it doesn’t really say a lot about me. But what I do know, is that I have found a beauty in myself that I have never had the ability to see before. I can look at myself and really see myself. My faults and aspirations. My goals, and my drive. I am forever grateful for the Lord on high, for opening my eyes to such. This year was very difficult for my inner peace. I have struggled more with myself than ever before. I have seen people surpass me and I find myself stagnant. I have looked into my future and seen what is to come, and yet have no means to continue on my journey. That has been my biggest fear in 2017. And to be perfectly honest it came true. It is something new that I never once had before.
I have always had drive. Things happened that have chipped away at my resolve, until only remnants of what once was, was left behind. I keep telling myself I need to be that Yemie again, I need to find that person again. But truly, I need to leave it all behind. As we come to the end of this year, and start another, a spark has been lit.
Upside of 2107, I am fAcking beautiful!